i guess it will be too long after to forget or move on.

i waited for forever, and i feel truly blessed and for him i would wait all over again...

im gonna do this thing.
with his help.
quitting. ah. booo

yay for christmas, and christmas babieees...

happiness is hannahHAHA=]

Happiness is when people love you for who you are

happiness is for the people ( Read more... )

its so annoying be used and allowing it to happen.
when do you grow balls and say enough is enough.
i feel like im being selfish in not helping, sometimes i think that the only way to help someone is to help them help themselves. its stupid to try and change someones mind. im so annoyed with everything. even nick. only sometimes. i cant wait to slit ( Read more... )

 i wish i could have nights like last night every night.
vodka, fubar, michelle, matthew, nick.
i finally have a job.
in the mall. DIVAS.
ghey.
but the sooner i save the sooner i get away.

its impossible to live like this.
so misunderstood. its not fair to him.

im obsessed with food, not good.

im so angry how im depended on to "babysit" my mom while my dad ( Read more... )

i guess holding grudges is silly.
but i feel like im going back on my word,
my dad leaves tomorow.
=\?
i love lisa loeb, nick, rain, autumn, silver,purple, crying, laughing, flirting, painting my nails, the jungle book, eating, taco bell, butterd noodles, kumchakavaka, when nick plays the air guitar, when i have gas, when i find what im looking for.
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 sometimes you gotta give a little to get a little

 KUMCHAKAVAKA
SATURDAY
weeewwwww

new orleans rerun this weekend

ive found that in my life i do things that
truly going to benefit me in the end. 
ive realized that i dont go into things half assed. its just not worth it.
i think that ive held myself back for so long for some of the best reasons.

i know we are friends to be friends not to get things back in return.
but when is enough enough.
i feel used and walked ( Read more... )

i dont fuck around with random guys, contrary to popular beileif i guess.

i love nick.

i have some pretty shitty people in my life.

im leaving port huron as soon as possible.

i want to leave the shit and drama behind.

i cant stand shady people.
shady slimy people.
i cant beileve my life.
im going to be 18 in 1 hour and 19 minutes.
i think im going to start ( Read more... )

birrrrrrrrffffday is tomorow.

not much to say then
im out of this town.

=] 

 when do we give up and say that change is for adults.
and enough is enough

i think we need to stop lieing.

not only to everyone but to ourselves too