i hate shitty news.
not only from my sister,
but what the freak.
its so sad.
i never thought id make it this far.
i guess its good that i did, and i will make it further but what the heck...

crying with elizabeth is wounderous.
but i feel like i still am not done.
tonight is well over due.
i miss her.
and sleeping in twin beds together.

love exists in pink hair.
it exists in broken lights in the shape of hearts.
love exists in a first real realationship, and its one month anniversary.
it exists in drinking mikes hard lemonade and feeling tipsy
love exists in turning in late work.

today is our 1 month.
exciting right?
whatever....i need to start running
and find a prom dress.
i think im ( Read more... )

yesterday was fun.
softball with elizabeth,
dinner with eliz and nick-oh.
cigerettes.=]
waking up at 5 in the morning.
aheee
yesterdays doctor appointment wasnt bad.
at all
i watched little miss sunshine with nick.
it wasnt right.
i can only watch it at elizabeths,
with someone who understands my humor.
who understands me.
it feels good to be the one that ( Read more... )

went to red lobster yesterday.
it was really nice.
my doctors appointment wasnt that bad
i really miss the begining of the school year.
before boys. 
its funny we all have boyfriends.
finally....i miss elizabeth and michelle.
seperately. and katie.
and jordan, and kaylyn, and robbie and teddy t and carmen
and richard.
purse party on next thursday.
i dont ( Read more... )

this weekend was pretty well spent ( Read more... )

yesterday with berg was hilarious ( Read more... )

"i respect and love you too much to do that."
i hope he didnt mean it the way it came out.
love. 
after two weeks.
who knows.
i had some wierd dreams last night.
the movie was funny. wild hogs.
ive got my work cut out for me right now....
oh boy.
nights are getting wilder and wilder.
im already sick of them.
grosse.
i dont know about all this.
i think we need ( Read more... )

things are wierd right now.
cici's today after school.
=].
oh life.
i think we will stay at my house tonight.
im sick of people being rude to nick-o
and me, and i would much rather not have to deal with brandon.
peanut galleriaaa last night. =]
hopefully tonight too.
i dont have much to write about so peace.

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i honestly couldnt  wish, hope, dream, imagine, breathe, hop, skip, jump, laugh, congure life to be any better right now. i couldnt. thank you thank you thank you. nicko is way more than i could have ever asked for. time flys when were together, and a smile is permanet on my face. i never dreamed i could be this happy again, or happier. he bought ( Read more... )