Just wanted to say hello and let everyone know that i am alive and well.  I'm working a lot and trying to focus on getting my life back in order.  I owe many apologies for my lack of contact and being a poopie friend.  If anyone needs me though i am here.  i'm really making an effort to not shut down in the social department.  So for now that's all ( Read more... )

Fading

Sitting alone, tired and bleak.

Sun’s rising the rays touch my feet.

No warmth.

Only silence echoes here.

Aging guilt of painted windows

ascending through time in a loop of the unwanted

Turned beside the flame of trepidation

Finding the confidence to steal another breath.

Secluded in full view of the host

Another pain?

Another smile…

paints the face

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K lots of fun stuff.  I seem to be recovering nicely from my stigmata.  Nothing to bruised and the bleeding was minimal.  Definitely one of those moments I'll never forget but damn I can't be perfect all the time hehe.  For those of you I have been able to see again I just wanted to say that I'm happy about that and it's really good to be out and ( Read more... )

SO....  I'm thinking about going to Caz's or something like that.  Anybody interested? Let me know.

Just sitting down to have a nice cup of hot tea.  I feel a bit better tonight.  I just woke up from a nap so i'm really hoping that I can go back to sleep at some point.  W/ the aid of nyquil i'm sure i'll have no trouble.

I'm sick...

I woke this morning to the unusual sound of me hacking my brains out.  Ouch!  So here I sit, feeling the effects of Robitussin not really feeling any better.  I havn't been sick in....  well i mean I havn't been ill in like 3 years. this sux.  Anyhow, i suppose i'll lay back down and try to get well.

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Hello everyone.  I am online again finally.  So i'll be living here for a week or two. So how is everyone?  Since all i do is work anymore it seems i'll be doing my interactions here!

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damn it all!!! i would have loved to go out last night but work hindered my passage into drunken festivities. Damn damn damn. oh well. next weekend i will be going out. i have everyone's # again I think so i'll be calling some people to find out what one can do. hope everyone is well.

I just got off work! yay! i'm thinking that it is good talking to friends again. I guess just because all is hell in my world right now dosn't really give me an excuse to hide from everyone. I'm actually embarased that things are so bad in my life that i've really just not wanted anyone to know. So i'm sorry to anyone i've offended by not staying ( Read more... )

uhh hey everyone! Here I sit on a Saturday night. But i'm happy. Tired from working but happy. haveing crazy times still but still kicking. Thinking it might be time to get out again soon. So any suggestions?? I'm open to them>}:O)