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A very unfortunate blowup happened Friday night, the day before Smurfling's b-day party, has caused a lot of misery. However, it brought peace to Smurf and me. His father and I got into it again...and he verbally attacked both of us. The party went on as planned, however, changes for the better are headed my family's way. We are taking control ( Read more... )

How does he keep forgetting that I'm amazing? Why does he forget that I can make the impossible happen? Don't forget...I rock!

It's been a long time since I've been "one of the guys". I've taken to going with Smurf sometimes when he hangs out with his friends, mainly because we don't see each other enough and he doesn't mind. Usually, it's a little drinking and a lot of loud TV with one or maybe 2 others. Last night was a change of location, no TV, more 4 guys and me, ( Read more... )

This is the first snow (not sleet, ice, other ick) for 3 years. How do I remember that? Because I was huge as a house the last time and no one would let me play in it, afraid I'd fall and miscarry. This is also the first time kidlet will get to see snow. I'm teaching her to make snowballs today. I meant to grab a baby carrot from the in-laws ( Read more... )

You don't even know how long it took me to type the title right. 5:51 and I'm already feeling pretty tipsy. We decided to celebrate and get off the road early. I think we are planning to Smurf's cousin's house to see if he has fireworks and to celebrate. I miss hanging out with people. We don't do it much. "Fun" friends don't hang out with ( Read more... )

How did I turn out to be the Christmas bitch? Let me count the ways ( Read more... )

I am amazed that I'm still vertical. Christmas crafts for 2 weeks has worn me out. A solid week of rolling out dough to cut out ornaments has done a number on me ( Read more... )

Well, the things bringing about stress are not going away, but currently, I'm dealing much better with it. :) I forget to mention the fun and funny things sometimes...I guess they get lost in everything else, or I don't think anyone cares. That or maybe I need a change of pace for a little while so that everything seems more exciting. I live a ( Read more... )

I think I've been having a constant anxiety attack for about 3 months now. Partially money stress, partially stressed out husband and then...the other things.

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