i dont get it.

at the center is conflict, and lots of it, and the inability to leave and let go.

his writing brought her to her knees. so when he broke her heart with his words, it was entirely unexpected.

"were all seeking that special person who is right for us. but if youve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect theres not right person, just different flavors of wrong. why is this? because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. but it takes a lot of living to grow ( Read more... )

marks my first car accident.

+ i am okay
+ not my fault
+ everyone was nice about it (man who hit me, police officer, etc.)

- i cried an absurd amount
- my car is hurt in a not pretty way
- my first car accident and having to deal with the aftermath (insurance, getting car fixed, etc.)

while im working on that story, something happens that totally changes its course.

i think i have finally got a handle on how to approach and how to slow this situation down.

and i really wanted you
and i was hoping that you wanted me too
i really wanted you but its all over now

oooh youve got somebody else
its tearing me a (its tearing me apart)
and youre an animal baby
an animal, baby

Name: erica ( Read more... )

as of late, i cant cry even though i know i want to. so many times i can feel it building up inside me and sometimes at yoga i am like right on the verge. it all points to a breakdown in which i cry my eyes out and then 94.66% get over everything ive been feeling and screwing my head up with.

i get it. and thats what i get for overthinking things. but selfishly, im still hoping things go back to normal (as normal as we ever were).