Well it sure has been a long time since I have updated my journal here. I am finally doing great. I have been with Jason now since the beginning of June and we are doing great. Not a single fight or disagreement in seven months. I couldn't be happier. He is an amazing guy, every girl should be as lucky as I am.

Well it's been awhile since I have updated in here. Three weeks ago I was reunited with a high school crush. It's so weird to be with a guy that I had a crush on like 12 to 13 years ago. This is the first guy I have dated since my boys dad left me that I have had around my kids, my boys love him. He has managed to make the thought of a serious ( Read more... )

Well here it is Saturday, my ex is supposed to take the kids this weekend but I can't even get him to answer his phone. More than likely he won't show up ( Read more... )

I would never really do it but I tell you I am so sick of men and their shit that it's starting to sound like an option. Dan is wigging out on me now, got an email from him this morning telling me that he needs time to think that he thinks things are moving to fast. Sad thing about that is that I really didn't want anything more than just dating ( Read more... )

Well I talked to Andy again tonight, he is just now realizing that his dad is never coming back. I talked to him a few days ago and I thought he was doing ok, but tonight he seems like it just now hit him that his dad is really gone. God I wish I could be there for him, but he has a someone special in his life and I don't know how well that would ( Read more... )

Well today is the start of a new month, let's hope it's better than the last. All I need for it to be better than the last is for my so called best friend to get his head out of his ass and my ex to stop being an ass. Next month is my 27th birthday, I am getting to damn old for all the childish bullshit. Lately with the way people have been ( Read more... )

I got home from work to night and got online to check my email and I had one waiting for me from my best friend Tim. Not a pleasant one I might add, here read this. alright, well I give up, I'm done trying to call you... you know how to get a hold of me... I dunno what's going on, or why, but I can't ever get a hold of you, day or night, nothing ( Read more... )

Wouldn't you know it, I have the day off work and it's raining outside. Seems to be how it always goes. Anyway I am so sick of writing about depressing shit. Can I ask a question? If a female has more male friends than female friends, does that make her a ho? That is the question of the day. HAHAHA! So anyway I am outtie I have to go to the ( Read more... )

Got a phone call last night. It was my friend Tyler, I haven't heard from him in a couple months. He has been over seas for almost a year. He asked if he could come and see me and I almost had a heart attack. He got off on leave from the Army on Friday, and he's home until the 13th of June. It was so good to see him. Anyway just finally had ( Read more... )

I guess I am not meant to have a good day. I walk outside today and my neighbor asks me what I did to my car. I told him nothing and he walked me over to my car around to the passenger side and showed me that the whole side of my car is caved in. I have no idea what the hell happened to my car. It really pisses me off though, it's not like it ( Read more... )