I got some bad news today and I am really worried. What exactly that news is I am not going to share but it has to do with Jamie (no we haven't split up and we aren't having problems). I hope things work out with this. I don't know what I will do if they don't. I love him so much. Jamie hun you are in my prayers, I have faith that everything ( Read more... )

Haven't really been here to update much lately, so I thought I would. Well things are going really good here. Jamie and I are still doing great, I haven't been able to see him a whole lot lately though and that really sucks. I have been working out every morning at the gym for the past week and I am feeling great. I have been tanning to, I have ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I updated in here so here it goes. I haven't felt good about myself for a long time now so today I did a few things to start feeling better about myself. I started the gym this morning and started going to the tanner. I made an appointment to get my hair cut and colored too. I just hope all this helps, me being so down on ( Read more... )

I am a total dumb ass, I have lost my mind I think. I got showered, dressed and left for work. I get to work only to discover that I didn't have to work today. Where the heck is my head these days? Anyway, besides the fact that I have lost my mind everything else is going great. I LOVE JAMIE!

I am so hungry, I think I am gonna go to KFC and get some chicken strips. I should have went while I was out. I just got home from seeing Jamie. We had another great visit like always. I love spending time with him. Anyway I am gonna get out of here and go get something to eat. Later all. I LOVE JAMIE!

Well I haven't updated in here in awhile. Things are going great for me. Jamie and I are doing great, we don't get to see much of each other these days but that's ok the time we do spend together is great. I was baptized yesterday at church and that was an awesome experience. Jamie was really sick but he went with me to church anyway. He ( Read more... )

Well here goes nothing record this day in the history books cause you will probably never see me do something like this again. There is a certain someone that I owe an apology to, Jill if you read this I am sorry. Who am I to judge you? You can't control who you fall in love with and since it's obvious that Marty loves you I can not blame either ( Read more... )

I went and seen Jamie today, things are great. We did alot of talking today. I have definately been blessed, I couldn't have found a more wonderful man. When I am with him I feel like nothing else matters. When he tells me he love me I get chills down my spine and my knees get weak. The Valentine's card I got yesterday brought tears to my eyes ( Read more... )

True love is when you are with someone and that person excepts you for who you are and doesn't try to change you. True love is when you are with someone that is there for you no matter what. I found that kind of love with Jamie and I am not going to let anyone ruin it. I got a Valentine's card from him today that showed me that I am stupid for ( Read more... )

Well I have dealt with the little whore enough so I took my complaint to the ex asshole and he resorts to threatening to put a bullet in my head. I am not dealing with this shit anymore I am going to put a stop to it. If him and I have no ties then they have no reason to butt into my life. If he can threaten my life he doesn't need to see my kids ( Read more... )