Food + free iPhone shootemup games = 110% better. Being bipolar is pretty awesome about half the time. At least I bounce back.

Fucking bank charged me $130 in overdraft fees. That they know I don't fucking have. I borrowed money from Mike. I picked up a shift this morning to try and make some of it back. Worked four hours, made exactly $10. My first table tipped me a pile of pennies. Now I'm sitting in my car in the rain crying. I don't want to go home. I don't know what ( Read more... )

Today at Chili's everyone was reminiscing about old Stephen. The Stephen who would flip out and start punching David Carter that one day. Or just snap and start smashing plates on the floor one at a time (Billy said he feared for his life that day ^_^). And while I guess I'm glad that person is more or less behind me, I kind of miss it sometimes. ( Read more... )

Sarah was in a mood today. It's raining, so she's hiding under the underpass of a highway. It's one of her safe places. And for the first time I decided to question why that might be. And actually kinda learned quite a bit about myself and Sarah. And I was going to write this big ranting piece of fiction, which I haven't done in years... but now ( Read more... )

Fujiwara-sensei has no control over the class at all at all and is terrible at explaining things. I guess I don't mind too much since it makes me look really smart compared to everyone else who has no idea what she's talking about ( Read more... )

Jesus, where did that come from? We need to go to bed earlier.

Are you ready to fly can you leave the world behind are you ready to fly to get up and reach for the sky ( Read more... )

I just want to feel something passionately. I need something in my life. And now I'm getting all nostalgic for when I was a teenager and was depressed. Because at least I could feel something. But I know that's a lie. Because I'm depressed now. Hell I should know what it feels like by this point. It feels terrible. But there's something about it ( Read more... )

So been a while, LJ. Nice to see you again. Between getting school straightened out, and all my friends migrating to facebook, I've kinda been losing touch. I still like LJ better than facebook though. Cuz there's some things I just can't talk about in front of my family ( Read more... )

Damn it Sarah, I don't know what to do with you. I don't know what to do to make you calm down and let me sleep. What's so bad in our life right now that you need to be stressing out like this? We're working and making money, we're doing great in school and have two classes left. We've got friends and activities. What more do you want ( Read more... )