sometimes i think if it is all worth it.

had a dream that made me cry waking up. its like a saw you having a daughter cos she totally have your face and i started crying from that moment. not sure issit a bad or a good dream, but its something that i always wanted to dream of. i really miss you and im sure of it.

had another funny dream of my army friend. we like very very long never see ( Read more... )

today is a saturday and i just came back from nicoll highway, after serving my 4th ndp training. first things first, i wld like to say that im really glad that i tried this gun salute thing which is once in a lifetime event for myself. i wld say that most people dont even get the chance to know what is it about. moreover this time's gun salute is ( Read more... )

have been in a pretty lousy mood these days. i just want to get out from that place and everything will be fine. so much unfairness and unhappiness in all. only thing to look forward booking in is the friends you made inside.
i so not gonna do ndp anymore cos whatever they say, they dont do it. so im not gonna sweat over these kind of stuffs anymore ( Read more... )

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definitely one of the worst months in my life.
thank god this month is finally over in another few more days.

this week was parade week. and in the middle of the week, i went for my appt and skipped one day, after that im the reserve for the parade already. not sure if its a good thing bcos if i went for the training on wed thurs and friday, ill be ( Read more... )

just when i was saying my betting luck was changing for the good, i lost much more this week. SIMI SAI! fight back next week ardy. now have to accumulate some luck for casino later :D

thursday booked out in the early afternoon and went IT FAIR and wanted to get S95, but didnt. im thinking about the camera everyday even today. so im going down to get ( Read more... )

and im not booking in :D

today was gathering w t19 at my house. decruz and mok had to go off early, and yc and weng came late. but nevertheless, we all enjoyed ourselves very much i guess. played the whole afternoon and evening all the way till night, blackjack, in between, daidee and anything w cards. well, the day was spent gambling and discussing ( Read more... )

today's celebration is pretty much a failure i guess. maybe due to a few reasons which is why this gathering was a failure too. even the gambling this year was cutted down by alot i guess.

1. chinese new year is getting more and more out of age for us.
2. the people are getting more and more bored doing the same thing again.
3. im much more quiet ( Read more... )

past 2 days were celebrating CNY at ahma house and my house. this year's new year not sure why, there isnt the CNY feel like past years. this year's more quiet, more lonely and less fun. maybe is all of us getting older, or maybe its the army/working life that make this year so different. hopefully next year will have more feel to it. first day of ( Read more... )