Don't even remember what was in my last post but it has been a really crappy week.  I started off on Monday with Papa's death. He was a wonderful man, I really admired him. He treated my family different than the other grandkids.  I think its bc my Nanny didn't like us too much. My FRG sent out an email confirming the rumors, 4th ID is re-deploying ( Read more... )

It has been a while since I was able to last post.  I've been trying to catch up with the girls at TAW since I returned from my sisters.  We had a really good time, Lilly got a new puppy.  Its a black and brown Chihauhau, which she named Pepper.  They get along wonderfully not to mention how cute they both are.  I look at Lilly and think about how ( Read more... )

I really enjoyed most of my day. Would have enjoyed all of it, but found more roaches today, one in my room.  I was suppose to go to my sisters today, but I put it off until tommorrow because one of my friends stopped by and ended up staying most of the day.  But that was ok because we haven't hung out in over a month.  Plus we don't even really ( Read more... )

I need major house cleaning today.  I went through toys moved furniture, vacumed every inch of this place. Wiped down every shelf cleaned all the toys and got rid of stuff we don't really need.  Not that there is much to remove.  When your military one can't afford to have clutter, its too much to move it.  So tommorrow before I leave to see my ( Read more... )

So today was another good day.  Talked to Matt several times so that was nice, Lilly won't talk to him, she is mad at him for leaving again.  I told him not to take it personal, it just the way kids deal with separations.  But he had me put him on speaker and he asked her not to be mad at him, and it was just for a short while.  She at least told ( Read more... )

It was another good day for me and my personal issues.  Second day w/o Matt, I thought that I would be so real depressed with him being gone.  I'm actually doing ok!  I guess I've somewhat adjusted to the military ways.  The surprises the Army pulls still get me sometimes.  But I do miss him like crazy already.  Anyways, I talked to Matt several ( Read more... )

I haven't been able to post in a while bc of my illness, and an unexpected trip to KS. So I will start with today.  Matt left for three months of training, TDY and back, so yep that means just Lil Bugg and me for a while.  He forgot his phone at home so I sent him with my phone.  Which I didn't mind doing, but now we have to figure out how to get ( Read more... )

i'm not sure how i'm feeling lately.  between being sick, drama with his ex and now his orders up in the air.  where do i begin.  i feel overwhelmed i guess. i'm probably making things worse than i should. i bottle a lot of things.  first this whole being sick crap is sooooo very irritating and stressfull in its self.  i will explain a little, i ( Read more... )

Yesterday and today have been very low key, thank God after fridays drama.  Lilly and I hit the sidewalk sale on post, got in on some good prices.  Poor Matt is still re-playing the fight with his ex.  She twists things around so much.  He wouldn't fight with her he just kept saying "ok Alyssa" sarcatically.  Supposedly Riley doesn't want to come ( Read more... )

So I've been waiting all week for Matt to get home, thank God tommorrow is almost here.  I only have two weekends left to spend with him before he leaves for another three months.  How crappy it that, we are just getting acustom to him being home, and there he goes again.  Gotta love the army.  At least I have the peace of mind of him being state ( Read more... )