last night was so amusing. i love my friends so much. i really needed a pick me up and that is just what they did. three hours of dancing in practically our underwear. slutty pics. watered down tshirt. you know the usual.... lol

i wasted my time on seein the ring 2 most stupid movie EVER whatever atleast i got close with lauren and vincent and my biffles (along with samara) caused me multiple palpitations due to laughter.

ughhhh w/e now that im finally at home i can sleep...no one is lonely in a dream

i am so sick of myspace. i am so sick of him invading my mind. my cat is going to die it is definite each day that she is alive is a day to be counted. i have never really handled death before. i know certain people might think it's only a cat. but they dont understand and if they dont understand than they arent meant to understand. i live in a ( Read more... )

today sucked so much. my cat sammi has a cancerous tumor, but shes having surgery on monday for it to be removed thank god. i missed andrews show. i hung out with johnny and dee and it felt so fucking weird and then jackie came and ugh i hate him sometimes. he can be the most immature pompus asshole one minute and the next the best friend youll ( Read more... )

i need to find someone else. he hurt me a lot. it is over and done with i cant even talk to him anymore. i think they're right he is just fucking gay.

im hoping for a snow day tomorrow. even though i live across the street. okay i lied. the school is practicly my front yard.

"its the bitter taste of losing everything i loved so dear"

his smell is on my sweater which i cant bare to take off, on my pillow, on my sheets. best day ever. he gives me this amazing feeling when were together. i liked him being under my covers with me. why did he have to leave?

Kiss Me too fiercely ( Read more... )

i cant believe how fast this vacation went by. i accomplished a lot in the past few days. well a lot of self productive things such as retail therapy at the dollar store, manicures, facial masks and a baby on its way. hannah and i are creating a little literature creation of our own. i feel so intimidated by her talent and how she is able to make ( Read more... )

okay after 48 hours of akwardness between me and him he calls we end up talking till 2:30 and it feels like 10 minutes his words not mine.... im going to try to not have feelings for him we are just friends. were going to the village saturday... to buy eachother whips... again his words. RAWR why the fuck are things so fucking weird ( Read more... )

whoever said it was a bad thing to hide your feelings? its a great way in reassuring that you wont get hurt and i can not take being hurt from anyone anymore. the situation that im in right now doesnt hurt me too much because i know if i really wanted it id put in more effort and be more aggresive. i really do like him but thats not why i am ( Read more... )

loneliness ( Read more... )