To find myself again ( Read more... )

LIBRA ( Read more... )

So, I suppose now I'm technically single. I hate it already, but I have alot of friends so I suppose it isnt that bad. Met Ben the other day. Or rather, I've known him for quite some time, I just havent seen him since Ren Fest. He's really nice, and isnt makeing my choices all that easier for me. Mrr...-=cringes=- Damn Ookami and his feral side. ( Read more... )

I hate being single. I HATE it. Thinking how everyone's probably spending time with their loved ones, and their friends. While I get to sit here and do nothing. Waiting for Ross to answer me, for him to figure himself out. He's probably out doing something. Not that I really, care much. Ok, so I do, but he said it wouldnt take him that long, and I' ( Read more... )

Knew this would happen. Relationships dont last forever. Hiatus. I hate that word now. I cant help but think it was something I did. Probably my depression, or maybe I was too clingy? I tried not to be. He said it wasnt my fault, and that he wanted to figure himself out, but I can't help but think it was something I did and that he's only saying ( Read more... )

I don't know why I feel like this. I guess its because I loved him so much. A year is hard to get over. And I was so close to him. My chest hurts. I feel bad for putting him in this position. Yet, I have a new boyfriend. -=Sighs softly and bangs her head on her desk=- I feel like crap emotionally, aswell as physically. What the fuck is wrong with ( Read more... )

Well. Things had been so good for a while. But I guess when I realize they have been good then they suddenly come crashing down. Le depression. I almost called him last night. I needed someone to talk to badly. Yet, I kept myself from doing so. I cried for a good while, before I thought that I needed to calm myself down and that it wasnt going to ( Read more... )

W00t! Things are going great. Except for the fact that I'm still trying to get my grades back up. I've got a boyfriend and things are going fantastic with him. ^^ We met at a DnD game. XD yesh Such geekyness. But I <3 him. This weekend is going to be fun. DnD game Saturday...and hopefully I can spend the night at Missy's house and then go with the ( Read more... )

Hah..knew that high could'nt last that long..depression seeps in. Fuck..-_- I wish things werent so hard...I dun feel like writeing more.

Ooooohh...Myyyyy. I am so happy. Finally, FINALLY! I have a irl, not longdistance relationship. Meaning, I can actually do things. I guess, if he considers it a relationship...I kinda do...although he has to resolve things with Jenn(evil ex) first. Hmm...I am just...hyper..and yea.. Heh. This is strange...gah..not used to this hyperness. BLARG! Meh ( Read more... )