Around this time six years ago, i was at the hospital where some bastard at my father in law's request started my beloved's heart once more.  it was stupid move ( Read more... )

I won't say that I haven't tried during the week to have her forgive me for something that is by rights unforgivable but i want it known that it goes both ways.  She used my name for one of her writings without my knowledge.  I caught it in time.  She refuses any attempt to forgive me and I know her thumbs are not broken ( Read more... )

it is official.  I am blessed with being someone's valentine.  Hopefully this time we will kiss and perhaps more.  I will let him lead the way.  Despite the fact that he likes the area that i live in, i will be on his turf and he should feel more relaxed knowing that my beast will be here and not interfere ( Read more... )

If only I could take the words back ( Read more... )

Across the ocean ( Read more... )

After a drought of almost six years of human contact from the opposite sex, I find myself embracing the possibility of just that ( Read more... )

If he were here what would be the same ( Read more... )

I'm still breathing and through no fault of my own.  If others read this and see themselves then in some small way I have helped.  I still have no word from someone who has my soul and a rope tied to some part of my anatomy.  I don't know if i screwed that up irrepairably or merely dented the fender ( Read more... )

i hid in the closet ( Read more... )

thirteen days and counting ( Read more... )