as i'm living these days i'm feeling that they will be the ones i hold on to as my 'college years'. its exciting and terrifying. i feel like i only really write in here anymore when i sense the overwhelming juxtaposition of contrasted emotions ( Read more... )

i'm terrified of the thought of the summer coming to an end. its been a terrific summer, and it looks to be a promising school year, but i'm not ready. i have too much that i still want to accomplish. i'm too restless, too tired, too satisfied, too unsatisfied to move on yet.

home, finally. crits and packing and all loose ends hopefully tied up, and pretty well at that. last year i left very early, got out of there as soon as i could. this year i lingered, i had to, but was among the last 5 people to leave arthouse. it was odd, being one of the only ones left ( Read more... )

With the awareness that a considerable amount of my better judgement jumped ship days ago, i figured i'd update amidst the madness of closing up the year. i doubt if this'll be entirely coherent. i noticed grammer and vocabulary slipping midway through my second night without sleep, and typing is even worse. i've discovered, though, that this is ( Read more... )

Since my last updated...i have ( Read more... )

Three twelve AM on the Saturday before I head back to school after the spring break of my sophmore year of college. its mind-boggling. ten more weeks (eleven, technically) and 18 more credits until i've completed this year ( Read more... )

I HATE HYPOCRITES ( Read more... )

They put bars on our windows. Any window that is large and unscreened now has two bars running accross it horizontally. For us, this means our lounge and beautiful studio windows. There are all kinds of rumors as to why, ranging from someone who "accidentally" broke a window a couple of years ago to the tale of someone who deliberately was running ( Read more... )

Greetings all. I believe this is my first update from my new powerbook. goodness yes, its been a while since i've been on the posting front. Well, not only do i have a powerbook, but i now have a beautiful little 30gb ipod photo. <3 naturally, once i've acquired these items i've heard a harrowing series of malfunctions in both of their programming ( Read more... )

He grabbed her hand, and looked up into her face, which just for a second had fallen open. What he saw there made himm chill and hot flash, in dizzying simultaneity, with the shape and scale of its need ( Read more... )