ANGER IS THE ONLY EMOTION I FEEL ANYMORE WITHOUT THE SHAME OF HAVING THE EMOTIONS OF A FAG.
INTENSE, MURDEROUS RAGE IS THE ONLY EMOTION I FEEL WITHOUT GUILT.
DRUNKEN HAZES ARE MY CHOSEN REALITY.
FUCK EVERYTHING ELSE.

There all these posts on livejournal about naming a memory, they are ego boosters. I am so very very very guilty of posts like that. But here is a request, i want you to leave a comment about a point in time where I really REALLY REALLY REALLY PISSED YOU OFF.

try this on for size in your journal.

song thing ( Read more... )

future in the bottle so far gone but still drinking down ( Read more... )

Verse ( Read more... )

While inebriated out of my mind yesterday, i did my usual. I danced uninhibitedly with my eyes closed seeing the lights in my mind make an outline of my body that ascended to the skies, creating an intoxicatingly beautiful tapestry. I covered Cardae in "Bvlgari" diamonds and pretended in my mind that she was Josephine Baker walking through the ( Read more... )

i'm okay now. I'm a little lifeless and drained. so much pain when the solution was just a few words. still a little dumbfounded. It's slightly impossible to describe. what do i do now?

so i'm really gonna need random people I meet to stop telling me about my life just by seeing me. yay...but at the same time...she was staggeringly on point. So hurray about my life and my future. boo about the current.

Strange these days ( Read more... )

my kingdom for a kiss upon his shoulder