Comments | barbelith23: Coming to some conclusions

barbelith23

Coming to some conclusions

Aug 08, 2009 17:33

It's a weird and fine line by being what is expected versus what you want to be. It's odd. Before this year I don't think that I ever really would have lived life by being what folks expect me to be or being influenced by who their ideas of who Tim is. It's not that anyone has ever really said that I should be this or that in anyway. However, I do ( Read more... )

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barbelith23 August 9 2009, 19:49:12 UTC

Like I said my sister, I know that there is no malice in your decision to move. It is necessary. Please know that you do have my support, honestly and truly. Love you very much.

sebine August 10 2009, 16:42:46 UTC

Thinking of you brother, and happy to help when I can!!!

Love!!

countryjim13 August 10 2009, 17:54:55 UTC

Man Tim, talk about a deeply introspective post. I too, feel bad that you gave up the opportunity to move on account of a committment that we can't keep anymore. I know you know and I know and necessity and blah blah blah. But aside from the band, one of the things I have enjoyed most about this past year, whether or not you've been "yourself" is getting to know you better. It has been a real pleasure and once we've moved you will be one of the few people that I miss most!

anti_writer August 10 2009, 21:54:03 UTC

Timmy!!
I know it has been such a hard year for you. The brilliance of you and this post is that you know you are not alone. You are surrounded by so many people who love you.
Your awareness of all your emotions (the guilty, the angry reactions, the selfish feelings ALL of them) is what makes you such an incredible person. YOU have the power to heal your own heart.

I LOVE YOU!!