yes, last night was awesome. the people i love most were with me, and that's all that matters. still, i have the feeling of stumbling around blindly... i wish i had a clearer idea of what needs to be done and how to do it.
on a sidenote, Mylene Farmer is an incredible artist.

going over to see omar today... probaly, hopefully. well whatever... i'll know in about an hour, and the wait is killing me... anyway, on to brighter things. i've rented a car. the freedom is exhilarating. i frankly can't drive much, but luck's been on my side so far, and no one needs to know about the close shaves hehe. that sidewalk was already ( Read more... )

Last night was definitely one of the sweetest i've had for a long time. when everybody paired up, omar and i ended up cuddling for the entire night... i still can't get the smell of his perfume or the sound of his heartbeat out of my head. when he fell asleep in my lap while i was stroking his hair, i swear we were inifinite...

I think I'm starting a Harry Potter fic, a diet, and finding goals. yes, that's exactly what i'm doing. *nods*

My Personality

Neuroticism

92
Extraversion

14
Openness To Experience

77
Agreeableness

69
Conscientiousness

14
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my friend just got cast in a tv show meant to "explore teenage experiences" and was given a camera to tape "everyday routine and appreciate the simple things"... i ended playing guitar while his brother (who had just showered) did a porn number/pole dance with his towel/while barenaked. unfortunately, his two-year-old half-brother stumbled into the ( Read more... )

grrrrrrrrrr... i've been dressed since 10 A.M. to go out with my friend, and i just called and found out that he went without me...

I am feeling lucky and grateful for everything that I do have. i guess it's because i'm having a really good albeit simple day. i just went shopping for clothes with my mom and ended up buying her shoes, then i went out to dinner and a long walk home with my friends, then we ended up playing The Playboy Mansion on my friend's computer and trying to ( Read more... )

it's been an odd few weeks... i'm feeling very lucky and positive all of a sudden. i've been doing nothing but studying like crazy for my finals, and that involves staying at home a lot with my mother, and it's just allowed me to appreciate what a wonderful person she is on so many levels ( Read more... )

merry christmas everyone! i hope the lack of updates means kay is having magical holiday with much fluff *crosses fingers ( Read more... )