I don't even know where to begin on this. At all. I thought that Robert and I were doing better, that is until I found out about him and this other girl. No we weren't going out when it happened, but hell it sure feels like it. What makes it worse is that I am the one who broke-up with him. Only I never saw this coming. It's too difficult to ( Read more... )

Just a random update:

Robert and I are doing better, although we are still not technically going out.

I am 39 weeks pregnant. I had a false alarm, the next thing best be the real deal. I am getting impatient. Although I can't wait!

Living out here hasn't gotten any better and I don't think it will. I told my mom tonight that I didn't like it and she ( Read more... )

Well as you all know Robert and I have been broken up for about 3 weeks now. He says he wants to take a break. Well I think 3 weeks is long enough for a break, but nooo. So he doesn't want to be with me. Plain and simple. And it hurts... hurts so much I can't explain. I thought everything was going to be perfect.. well by that I mean us together as ( Read more... )

You know how I was saying that this time we were most likely moving in with Steve. Well we are. We have the boxes & my mama is already packing. I am going to be depressed. I can see it now. Steve said he didn't want Robert there at night or anything. Screw that. Robert needs to be there. He can't just not ever be around. I'll need him. I will. We ( Read more... )

Well I had my babyshower on Sunday. It went alright minus a few no-shows. I thought that I would get about all I needed, but I didn't. Just basically got clothes. So I have a tub, crib, clothes, and just a few necessities (sp). We need much, much more. It was a bit disappointing to just get stuff like that. Nobody but Robert's grandma got stuff off ( Read more... )

Well I thought it was all & all time for an update:

Another doctors appointment. Only this time Robert didn't come with me so it was a little different. Oh how I wanted him next to me while I was sitting there talking to the doctor about everything. He said that everything sounds alright.. Part of my arm is swollen a little from the way I sit.. he ( Read more... )

Yeah so I went to the doctor today... Thank goodnees! Last night I went to the restroom & there was thing tan looking thing in it. IDK. I can't explain it. Well I told him about it & he said it was probably part of my mucus plug.. eww lol At least it wasn't anything bad. Then he checked to see if my cervix was still closed, which it is. Always a ( Read more... )

Well here I am sitting at home. I don't know why I even bother to actually upate this thing anymore. Nobody gets on it.

For the past few weeks Robert & I have been hanging-out with Nicole & Mason. It's nice not having a lot of people around. I think that I am getting to that point where i'm starting to "feel" pregnant. I get tired a lot more easier ( Read more... )

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Ever feel like nobody cares ( Read more... )