dear PAUL ( Read more... )

Dear Fucktard ( Read more... )

wow i havent written in here in so long and alot of things have happened since the last time i wrote in here. im dating pezza, which is wierd cause no one ever would of thought that that would have happened..cause well lets just say were complete opposites! But whatever...i like him and he likes me ....i have never been treated as good as pezza ( Read more... )

Ive realized that i have matured...alot...ive realized that guys are just plain old jerks that are in it for a peace of ass and when u get stale they just through you out....and they dont care how much pain they cost you...they just walk on by and scrape you off like piece of gum on the bottom of their shoe.... i have to finish a paper..

i never thought that i would find myself saying this but i have a huge choice to make...i have 4 guys that i could easily have....corey,c-los,terry, and jason. I dont know what to do. i wish that i did. i reallyy like corey and jason. but let not forget fucktard. Oh but wait, he wont forgive me for saying that i didnt ever wanna talk to ( Read more... )

"live like you were dying" Tim McGraw ( Read more... )

its been a long time since i have written......and alot has happened since that time. Ive acctually made up with jessi which is really good. Me and sarah and gina arnt really tight n e more. Believe me that definatly sucks because they were my bestfriends in the entire world. But its definatly true people grow apart. Im in high school and ( Read more... )

steve left yesterday for college....and friday nite we were supposed to say our goodbyes but it acctually didnt happen....hes the first guy that ive acctually liked since fucktard...and fucktard really can go to hell now...'okay but n e who i was drunk and mad at steve because he wanted me to ditch sarah to come to kurts because sarah and kurt dont ( Read more... )

im so sick of this town and yet i cant let go.. I think that the main reason why i dont wanna leave cause im scard of going to a new school....but right now i honastly dont care n e more...its gay....and im glad that my parents are putting the house up for sale...cause then maybe i cant get out of this fucking town where no one cares..