Its undeniably difficult
to disagree with your smile.
Erasing thoughts of wanted discomfort,
exposing bare bone,
to smile back at you.
Silently questioning my new push for more,
unsatisfied with your enthusiasm.
Torturing myself,
asking you to want me.

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FUCK MYSPACE and the dumb ass whore who thinks girls worship him

he is so full of shit.

i just wanna go all "jack the ripper" on him... hey he's already a whore

damn man whore....

WHO THE HELL DOES HE THINK HE IS?????? HE'S NOTHING TO ME ANYMORE SO WHY THE HELL???

he got what he wanted from me.... isnt that enough

FUCK HIM
AND THANK GOD I

im tired of people who act like they care and they dont
i really am
i want everything back to the way it was
but its not going to be that way
no matter how hard we try
its just not going to work
you'll go back to talking about me
and we'll grow apart again
we will never be the same unless we change, and you and me both know thats not going to

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i think from now on im gonna update my lj more than my myspace
NOBODY that I know has one
and i can type the things i need to without worrying about people running their mouths.
yeah
im going to start doing this again.
screw blogging on my myspace
its just for talking to my budds here anyways
i trust the people on here
yeah
kinda odd huh

I know I'm not on here much and I apologize for all the wonderful people that do care (if there are any) Soooo If you really wanna know what's going on with me im me or check out my myspace... people from where I REALLY live don't have lj's they have myspaces.... sorry again, for the wonderful people of K-Mart... I mean, lj.

-Christine