all the memories on facebook have made me smile.
with exception of a few people i tagged,
i've gotten a lot of WONDERFUL responses.
some of the memories i had forgotten.
but these days, i need a reminder of
not only the good that's been in my life....
but the good that i've brought into others.
memories breathe life into me sometimes.
gives me [[incentive ( Read more... )

i spent most of the night ( Read more... )

flipped shit today ( Read more... )

overslept.
didn't make it to school.
broke out into night sweats.
horribly wierd nightmares all night.
woke up to bitchy grandmother.
out of painkillers. (boobs hurt bad)
work tonight and i'm feeling anti-nice.
10 minutes for internet today.
busy busy busy.

want to go back to bed and never ever ever wake up.

eyes burning.
heart pumping.
legs flinching.
mouth cringing.
body aching.
nose running.
stomach turning.

let me crumble underneath your body.
let the warmth from your flesh devour
the cold in mine.
sip on my tears and let them burn
on your tongue.
tell me there is no danger ahead.
tell me that my love is not unfounded.
tell me i am justified.

just kill this ( Read more... )

i got my Girl, Interreupted book today.

XD!!!!!

keep my fucking name out of your filthy
mouths you little manipulative sluts.
my life, my love, etc.. are none of your business.

especially you, nikki. especially you.
you're nothing but a filthy fat whore
who can't come to terms with the fact
that your a closet case dyke.
you kept me away from him that night
just so you could try and take advantage of me.
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i passed with flying colors ( Read more... )

so much for not crying this week...

i guess i've really screwed up big time.
just enough to condemn me to loneliness... for the rest of my life.

be happy with her. she's better than me.

class really fucking stupid (not surprising ( Read more... )