if only i could hold you close enough.

http://billypalooza.wordpress.com/2006/06/17/how-myspace-changed-my-life/

i put the keywords "Myspace ruined my relationship" in... and that's the first thing i got.

Once upon a time, in a far off land of beautiful green pastures and warm sunny days, there lived a small girl. She was an ordinary villege girl with golden blonde hair and green eyes that matched the yellow in her eyes sometimes. She was a very lonely, very sad girl. She lived with her family in the orchards on southern lands where she picked and ( Read more... )

dear heart,

stop hurting me. i'm getting too old for this.

love,
me

i really don't like it when you keep things from me.
but it's your private life and you can do what you want to do.
i guess i missed the deadline.
it hurts to be resigned to this situation.
it feels like things are final.
but if i've dealt with this in the past,
i can surely do okay now.
i don't want to miss you anymore.
but that can't be helped.
all i can ( Read more... )

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french test and history midterm today.
i washed some clothes (yay)
so now i can look decent.

i feel a little less disconnected
from the world here lately.
i guess cause i stay at kristin
or chris' places a good bit.
so i'm never really alone.
but i try not to burn myself out on going.
chelsey's supposed to be back today.
i 3209482384 things to tell her.
so.. ( Read more... )

tomorrow:

*wake-up
*EAT
*shower
*french test
*history test
*psych class
*visit granny at hospital
*go to doctor (request papsmear, fertility test, mammogram, and sonograms)
*applebee's (of course)
*study
*call AERO for schedule
*hustle

i'm liking rain less and less. i used to love it. now it just makes me feel sick and really sad. i want the SUN. i want the ( Read more... )

granny's having surgery in the morning ( Read more... )

Sunday, April 15, 2007
Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)

Although you are rather restless today, you can still feel like the optimist. It's hard to turn off your thinking even if you have scheduled a wonderful play day for yourself and friends. You have an overabundance of charm these days which can be politically dangerous, for you still have your wits ( Read more... )