let's sit and talk.
dust the dirt off your sheets.
they smell like her.
you say she hasn't been there.
why do i know better?
i guess i've just tried too hard.
no. don't touch me.
we're not inlove.
and i'm not your whore.
call me?
when?
should i wait?
tell me again. tell me to
hold my breath.
i won't close my eyes this time.
i'm just a girl in love, you know?
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last night was absolute bliss.
i need more nights like these....

[[sigh]]

happiness.

oh yeah. R.I.P. Kurt.

it hurts again.
i wonder if it's
eating me from
the inside out.
if it is...
then i hope it finishes soon.

i went to the hospital.
everything's fine for now.
but there's nothing more
that would honestly
make me feel at peace
other then finding this
stupid ass that ran
into her. maybe it was
granny's fault.
but damn... defensive
driving is a must.
you must always pay
attention.
it's justified then.
i feel in no way justified.
in no way do i feel
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i reverted back to my strategic
thinking last night but i don't
think it would work. it would
need two willing parties.
the other party is way too wild.

********

granny accused me of being
pregnant. AGAIN.
i told her yes. i am.
be ready for the coming
of the anti-christ.
she shut up.

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i had nightmares all night.
i'm just thanking my lucky
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i feel so good i could float right now.

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my head hurts soooooo bad.