So this is going to be a self centered entry. Not that any of the previous ones arn't, but this one will be piticularly. Which is why I am posting it on here and trying to to make it a point outwardly to anyone else because anyone im[ortant that might judge me is not going to read this, because no body reads this.l So there ( Read more... )

So much has happened recently.

Circle D Corral- Disneylnad's ranch hiered me.  There I met a woman named Chelsea. A bit of a loner, average in size and appearance-  and yet...there is something about her. She and I clicked as soon as we met while cleaning out pastures. We are both Bi, and into spirituality. Something about her in general though, is ( Read more... )

OMG I cannot wait to move barns at the end of the month! The WAITING IS killing me ( Read more... )

So much has changed since I last write. I'm not goig to go into the story with Rich. Long and short of it is we're still on good terms.

Horse Update:

Well, I know own two horses, and have aquired a tird that I am to be sarogate mother of. We had to put Duke down ( RIP my dear, sweet boy. You wil always e the horse of a lifetime, no matter what ( Read more... )

So much has happened. Rich and I were planning on moving in together someday when he got out here, and we knew we loved eachother beyond a doubt.

But last night he was thinking scuicidally and I had a migraine the size of antartica. The cell phone light was killing me but I kept going till I was fairly sure that he would not hurt himself ( ( Read more... )

Mary is out the door not a problem. Moving on.

Rich hasn't contacted me in a while. It worries me. Something is always wrong when I don't hear from him in this long.

I miss him so much.

I love him.

Well, luck has struck me like a bag of bricks in the head. And for once, i don't mind the headache! Heeeeee *grins like mad ( Read more... )

I was just on the phone with my trainer and...OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG She got a new horse for me to take lessons on!!! Apparently, funny enough, his name is Duke ( my horse's name is Duke as well), and he's a big buckskin.*grins like a mad woman* I'm so excited ( Read more... )

Perhaps this is a heavy note to start a journal on, but I suppose theheavy stuff is the stuff worth writing aboutt. I started a hadn writen journal again shortly before new years witht he resolution that i would finish that one. Failed that miserably. ::is ashamed ( Read more... )