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black horse, take me away...
I dreamt last night that I was running down the beach with a black horse and rope. He was smaller, but I sensed that he was my protector. Then I had Sophia back again...and she was running down the beach with me too. Not very fast though you see, she is such a small dog! I felt very attatched to this horse. Horses are said to represent human ( Read more... ) -
a girl's not a tonic or a pil...
Why do I do these things? I take a few pills...clean my apartment...cry over my late and lost kitten Zeus...cry over everything. And I'm not even crying..no now I'm lying? Wow. I don't leave my apartment, except to work...all I think about is sex, i'm relcusive ( Read more... ) -
Ah, my heart!
I've been told that I look like Brigitte Bardot the other day...tell me my heart has no right to burst with flattery! -
The sea gives, and the sea takes away...
wild horses came to me
they knew my name
carried my flame
you were there, body aflame
we rode on horseback through an ocean of waking dreams, you and i -
into this night i wander...it's morning that i dread...
why does my heart ( Read more... ) -
oh lordy lordy
please forgive my past few entries. it's amazing what a few lunestas will do to you. i'm not quite exactly sure why i was getting so worked up and angry in my entries. could be mother nature and her monthly blessing. anyway, i still do feel quite melancholy about marilyn monroe ( Read more... ) -
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I'm feeling so sad right now. I can't explain it. It brings to mind quote I once heard "It isn't what we lose when we're alive, it's what dies inside us when we live." I've been thinking alot about Sherrie Lea/Marilyn and I almost wept. All my life I've an unexplainable connection to Marilyn. Her death (even though I wasn't even born when she died ( Read more... ) -
Here I am Mother ( poem I wrote about Marilyn Monroe, from the point of view of her unborn children)
Here I am mother
There you were with your cotton candy hair
a trembling starlet
on your knees
for a smile
a meal
a friend.
Hollywood frightened you
the pills did the rest
undoing what hasn't yet been done
there you are, Marilyn!
Here I am. -
waking dream...
Morning time and my head is aching...even the tea didn't help. Must be mother nature's monthly blessing she lovingly bestowed upon me this morning..ugh. I watched Muholland Drive last night. Normally I adore David Lynch's movies, they're so surreal, it's like you are afraid you're in a nightmare. But even this film didn't make sense for a Lynch ( Read more... )