This is insane ( Read more... )

I'm back to my chaotic ways. Had a piece of cake tonight because it was my dad's birthday and we were at his friend's house. I could have declined, but in a weird way I kind of like allowing myself to indulge only because it'll make me that much more angry and determined to eliminate other safe foods. So I just poured out all my breakfast cereals ( Read more... )

it's been forever, but i'm back..

in both ways.

back to ana..

back to livejournal..

i'll update my page once i'm done with my final today. and find old friends.. wheee

I'm no longer under the thumb of Ana. I couldn't tell you when exactly it happened, only that I suddenly realized I was killing myself slowly. And it's not the kind of death resulting from a gunshot wound, but more of a sort of cancer that eats away at your soul until all that's left is a lifeless, lost human being. I started thinking about the ( Read more... )

where is everyone?
it's like everyone disappeared. proanorexia isn't the same anymore.
what happened to my girls?
come b a c k.

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