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Mate Rating
Having become officially single yet again, I am a tad bored. In the midst of a short-term sexual draught (its only been a couple weeks), my fantasizing mind was going over the guys I have been with and I thought it might be interesting to actually sit down and rank them according to various catergories.
1.Skills (S)- some guys knew what they were ( Read more... ) -
You Should Assume There's a Problem...
... when he's 28 and still single...
Dating an older guy seemed like a fantastic idea because I figured if anything it would be a departure from the wild party boys my age who are still looking to get as much pussy under their belts as possible before settling down. Then I remembered that when I was 20, I dated a guy who was 28 and he was a fucking ( Read more... ) -
So Annoyed
I am a moody bitch lately- for the last few weeks it seems. The new boyfriend is unaware that he is the cause of it. I absolutely hate the phase we seem to be in right now because I feel like it's sex or nothing. This is exactly what I didn't want and why perhaps I should take to having the "what are we doing?" speech before sleeping with someone. ( Read more... ) -
Shot Myself in the Foot
So, I left one relationship torn to shreds. It took everything I had out of me and destroyed it. Despite the fact I saw the end coming from miles away, I was still crushed and in no rush to put myself out there again when a new guy rolled into my life.
So far, there seems to be nothing wrong with him- he's sweet, adores me (which I needed ( Read more... ) -
And So it is with a Guilty Conscience that I Carry on The Charade
I did finally get the chance to talk to my boyfriend (or the ex I guess it would be). He called after much pleading from me about 3 weeks after the break up though offered very little explaination beyond "we are never going to be in the same city again." The optimist in me sorta hopes he ended it just to avoid being hurt in the end. The pessimist ( Read more... ) -
When all else fails... fuck someone else
So, the long distance thing came to a screeching halt. No real explaination but perhaps I should have seen it coming. At the moment, he is avoiding me so I have no real chance to talk about it. After a few weeks of stewing, I've just gotten to a point where I am nothing more than angry.
I have started to believe that he may have been with other ( Read more... ) -
Ups, Downs, and In-Betweens....
This long-distance thing is painful. Sometimes I ask myself why I put myself through it when I know we are on two completely different emotional planes. I'm flat out IN LOVE. Doesn't get stronger than that. If he said tomorrow "Come be with me" I would do it in an instant without heisitation. I fight the urge to say those very words to him because ( Read more... ) -
Something Lacking
The Boyfriend was here from May 27th until June 1st. I picked him up in Las Vegas and drove to my place together. The drive was amazing and exciting. I sat in anticipation as his hand slid further up my thigh and under the miniskirt I had on. The six hour drive turned into the longest fingering session of my life- and perhaps the world's longest ( Read more... ) -
Why I Hate Being a Girl
Some days, I am the most sexually aggressive person you could ever come across. Those days are far and few between lately but even at my best, they are still rare. I'm just not very forward. Never have been and I don't know how to explain to my boyfriend why because he doesn't understand why Im shy.
My body isn't perfect. Not many people's are but ( Read more... ) -
Increasing Sexual Tension
I have been so busy lately that sometimes it's easy to forget how long it's been since I actually had sex.
I'm a senior in college, getting ready to graduate. Working full time and preparing to be promoted and transferred across town so I have to move. With school and work I hardly have time for life, let alone time to really think about sex ( ( Read more... )