i woke up with thoughts of traveling far away from anything ive ever known to get the feeling of unfamiliarity and wanting to be unfamiliar.

jackson, you would've wiped the tear of joy from your eye last night if you'dve been at the bonfire to watch me win my first game of the season. i was up against a #3, a woman with a sinead hair do. a dyke wearing lady boots. a bit intimading she was as she could knock two balls in with one stroke. my palms sweaty, my fingers shakey. 300 ( Read more... )

its a sunday the last time i checked. woke up at 9am and started drinking again at ten. still drinking ( Read more... )

there is a little place called Beaterville on Gay street, here in north portland. i frequent there a few times a month. there is a female named Liberty (all of a sudden im feeling a little bit weird for posting real names and places on this incriminating screen, fuck it). yeah, Liberty. olive skin. an admirable smile, beautiful eyes, spider ( Read more... )

so i have this friend, see. not so much a friend, but a green fairy. she comes to my house and waves a magic brown wand and the next thing i know, im surrounded with a cloud of smoke and i cannot move. i find myself lethargic and incapable of maintaining a conversation with out forgeting what i was talking about. and as quickly as the fairy ( Read more... )

the wife was giving me a nice romantic ride on her motorcycle to work today. a little rumble in the stomach led to a brown explosion thru my pants. it went everywhere. down my legs. on her back.
im so sorry wife. for shitting on you.

it felt like i was being filmed last night. i was alone, walking down alberta on my way to my bike to get far far away from amanda. i didnt care so much that i was crying, but i cared that i cared so much about her, to cry. i dont know when the conversation started. maybe it was after our session of bloody nuckles ( Read more... )

i didnt realize that i went to bed at 5 this morning. damn. that jackson. the girl has a curfew she when we get together we are TRO-UBLE. why do i allow myself to feel responsible if jackson doesnt get her beauty sleep. i love me some jackson.

ive been having really odd dreams lately. about genital parts. its been going on 2 months since ive been experiencing them. the latest was occuring in an unfamiliar bathroom in chile. for some reason i was wearing some really cute boy underwear and a tank. i was all tan and had more tatoos on my arm. i was standing inside the bathtub trying to ( Read more... )

lately it seems as though i feel like speed. not the drug, but the movement. i can feel it in my chest. it throbs underneathe this skin of mine. i am experiencing deja vu more often, too. i love it when that happens. it makes me feel secure. i think that deja vu is a sign that you are at the right place at the right time. all gooood ( Read more... )