To those reading my journal, I moved to myspace: www.myspace.com/barrellomonkeys.

I have a lot of things I have to get done before I see Rae-Ann. Frist I need my guardianship revoked. Then I need to get a car. Finally I need to least get done with my therapy. I can go up to Benzonia, michigan after all these things have been done. I just hope she can wait for me and I can find the courage to tell her how I feel.Well back to ( Read more... )

I've been trying to hide this for sometime now. I succumbed once again to an old enemy. It was trying to bring out all the qualities people didn't like about me. So I backed away slowly and ran the other way. He is awful persistent in convincing me to work for him again. I don't even know how many times I told him no over and over again. I see it ( Read more... )

I went to go see "The Hills have Eyes". It was wasn't too bad. After that I went to a bar called "The Dog House". I just had a rum-coke, that was it. Then I went to my bro Josh's friend Joe's house for a party. It was pretty fun. I'm pretty tired right now. So I'm probably gonna go brush my teeth and crash. Goodnight.

It's been a month already. I'm already getting sick of this place. My impression was that a soon as I got home I would be able to get my own apartment. Just one little mistake, I'm stuck here for 6 months. It's like getting my own apartment is not even a conversation anymore. I never know I could fall so far from grace because of one little mistake

I kinda miss bein in Illonois.I always had people to hang with. I use to stay up late on mondays and wednesdays to watch horror movies with Martin.Then I went clubin on weekends.Parental units weren't there to harass me.All in all, it was a fun experience.

I haven't been hangin out with my friends yet,cause all of them were busy. So I went back to playin an beatin video games.O, what fun, a true shin-dig.Jus got back from the mall. I'm hopin that I get to hang soon. I'm waitin for an apple desert pizza. Well, back to video games. Syanara.

When I frist met Jill. She was so innocent and kind. I admit I fell for her friend Jessalyn at frist. I eventually got to know how cool Jill was. After that my heart melted for the sound of her voice. I realized that I had very serious feelings for her. I tried so many times to get rid of them, but I can't. Even with all of the terrible things she ( Read more... )

I use to be good friends with Matt, but he turned in to a total dick.I was friends with him since 9th grade. A lot of things he has done are very questionable. Dan and Matt ditched me to go to a concert.I tried to call them both all day, but both of them refused to answer there phones. Dan said he had to babysit and Matt admitted he went. If they ( Read more... )

I went out to some village in beachwood to get my ipod fixed, the place looked beautiful at night.It kinda reminded me of Ocean City Maryland. My ipod is having an issue. So I have to check it out tommorow.Love, peace, an chicken grease.