there are some moments in life where you feel like you have a small window to do something for someone else that could make a serious difference in their lives. even if it means doing something stupid. today, I decided not to take a chance, ignore the feeling I had, and walk away. I wonder what would have happened if I didn't?

Don't dismiss my words. I don't see a path in life that will lead me back to your side. there is too much that we have done that obstructs that path for me. Mara is all that matters, all that ever mattered. I'm glad I understand that now.

See the animal in his cage that you built ( Read more... )

perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most ( Read more... )

well, it lasted quite a while, and I'm grateful for every minute of it. but much like everything else this week, my luck has run out. I am using free netzero, but thats only maybe 10 hours a month. so don't expect to see me online. if you need to contact me, you should know how. or you can get my telephone number from one of the guys.

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in the near future, it is likely that I will not have internet access from my home any longer. it may be several months before I am back online to speak with anyone. if you need to get ahold of me, do so soon. send me an email, or contact Melissa, she'll be able to direct a message to me.

that was a conversation I could have done without. I told you I didn't want to talk about it, yet, you persisted. you didn't get the hint when I said "I don't want to talk about it"? I'm sure glad you learned something from your parents, because your really good at throwing things in my face. Thanks

some examples aren't good to follow, okay?

Even though I know it's only chemical ( Read more... )

Let me take the fall ( Read more... )