I still don't feel very good. I quess you could say that I am just going at this the wrong way. I mean I am letting all of this anxiety get to me, and I really shouldn't do that. I think I should try to be a little bit more social. I really have withdrawn in the past couple of days. Well we shall see what tomorrow brings.

So there is no school tomorrow, ehh I guess that's cool. I really don't care. I have been in a really shitty mood since V-day. Oh yeah a day for love, well one you should have to wait for a day to express love and two that only works for those who are loved. I hate always telling people I am alright or that I had a good day when really I just ( Read more... )

Things seem to be going rather well here. Traci H is having some doubts about college, but I hope she will stick with it. Other than that things are moving very smoothly here.

Alot of the people I know are having a bad week. Traci H is going through what I know must be a very painful breakup. Ali T acts like there is something on her mind. I don't know, it is very wierd here. For once I am like the one that is in a good mood. Well to all of these people that are having bad times I just want to say that I am here, ( Read more... )

Ok this is no lie, it is 5 degrees outside. All of the schools around us closed today. Ok these are like middle and high-schoolers, they have to walk like 20 feet without heat. I have to walk like 2 miles a day in the cold, just to get to class. Well enough ranting. So in other news Traci H, and Ali T are going to Ohio this weekend, have fun ( Read more... )

Well this is my first journal entry, so I don't really know what I am supposed to write about. So I think I will tell you a little bit about me. I don't think people, those who know me, realize how much of my happiness is really fake. I act happy most of the time, so others will try to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Only a hand-full of ( Read more... )