Everything I've ever wanted, dreamt about, thought of, and wished for have been absolutely ruined. I'm not moving out anymore. My mother's boyfriend moved out this afternoon which is leaving her financially unstable. I have to stay here and help her pay. This means I am going to continue being completely dicked over at both jobs.

As of late I've been having terrible nightmares and I cannot sleep without the comfort of someone laying in bed with me. I don't know what's wrong with me. However, I am content with my current situation. The only bother is finding a job. Finding work in this city absolutely fucking sucks.

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I smoked weed for the time time in almost a month and completely forgot how awesome it is. I need to buy a bowl. Rolling a joint every time I want to smoke is getting really annoying. I had an impulse posting spree on MySpace earlier. I need to find a room mate willing to share a 1 bedroom apartment. Crunch time.

This summer was so awkward, enlightening, transitional, and everything else. I need to set aside time for my friends and so I can go visit my mom or brother but work totally prevents me from doing so. Feels terrible to realize that sometimes but that comes with the territory of 'growing up'. Sacrifices blah blah blah, fuck you. I can make the ( Read more... )

I got a cell phone, my number is 674 9774.

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