this weekend im spending time with gary. well, that and my vicodin. lets give it up for surprise root canals. and for vicodin. im gonna plant my ass in front of the tv and relax all night. gary will serve me snacks and iced tea.

someone called me to hang out last night for the first time in months - someone beside sam. that made me happy.

i need help with some graphics. i am writing a children's book and i need illustrations!!! they can be taken from anywhere - or drawn by hand (but i have no graphic design/artisitc abilities). Its not due for another month, but i need to get started. if you help me i promise to get you drunk. thank you and goodnight.

barnes xo

you are the stormy petral of my life. i wouldn't be upset if you vanished from existence ( Read more... )

this thing is fairly accurate.

DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:LowBorderline:LowHistrionic:HighNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:LowDependent:LowObsessive-Compulsive:High
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When i kill myself i'll...


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busy busy busy. i've come to the conclusion that i need to downsize my life. you know how some people are unhappy because they have too little? well, i'm unhappy because i have too much. it makes things all too complicated ( Read more... )

things have been moving along at a rather rapid pace. school, new job, etc. ive been in a great mood. i love all my classes and i adore my new job. give it up for crazy people ( Read more... )

so i just emailed my professors to see if i could miss the first week of classes. my new job requires me to train all of next week. 8 hours a fucking day. this doesnt really leave a lot of time for class. we're trying to work out an alternative schedule, but they're giving me shit (saying i was told i would have to do this- which i defintely was ( Read more... )

its snowing and i love it. i walked all the way from coolidge corner to my house today. i like quiet thinking time ( Read more... )

so 5 days of being unemployed and i *finally* got the job offer i've been waiting for. you are looking at the new 'mental health associate' in the child & adolescent unit of arbour hospital. heeeaaayyy. i'm not sure i even want the damn job anymore, but i need it to build my resume. i suppose its time to suck it up and be a big girl ( Read more... )