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long time
Holy cow it's been like a year since I wrote in this darn thing. I completely forgot I had a LJ. Alot has happened in the last year. For instance I now own 3 black cats named Bradie, Bella and Jasmine. I quit my job because it sucked. I had 1,500 dollars stolen from me. I lost a friend or too. I made plans to move to Denver Colorado. I got back ( Read more... ) -
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Unloose this hold you got on me ( Read more... ) -
a little broken hearted
it's been 24 hrs since robert broke up with me. tell me why it hurts so bad when I wanted it as much as he did? I'm not sure what is going on anymore. The last year and a half was complete bullshit. He say's he wasn't mature enough for a relationship, that he thought he could love me. How can you only think you can love someone, not really love ( Read more... ) -
alright ..
so, his answer for why he lied is ...
"I dont' know why, I'm stupid, I don't know any better"
my response ... "bullshit" -
ok ..
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It seems I cannot get over this re-occuring problem. why can't people understand why I don't want to be around certain people? If someone said you were a poor excuse for a girlfriend, then told ur boyfriend they would say sorry to you .. but wont?? thats fucked up I think I have every right to be angry. As for slutty people throwing themselves at ( Read more... ) -
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My father and Kendall are coming up tonight with the kids. This should be exciting. Tomorrow is our so called "service" for Granddad, family and friends flew in yesterday. I am pretty excited to see them all. Gill and Ellie old friends of my grandparents since they 1st married, I haven't seen them in years since the last sailing trip. We got his ( Read more... ) -
Granddad
My Granddad (skipper) finally died on Wednesday 9/21/05 @1:30pm. I am having a hard time dealing with this. I know this is for the best, he was in alot of pain. My grandma keeps telling me as of 2:00 he set sail in his boat probably off to the bahamas or something. He died alone which I know is what he wanted. He waited, hung in there much ( Read more... )
