I just want a boy to love me and constantly make me feel beautiful.
I need to learn to let go.
Stop trying to make things happen with people I don't really want them to happen with, and who don't want anything with me.
Why am I like this?
It's pathetic.

I'm beginning to think I haven't made as much progress as I once thought ( Read more... )

It's that time again. Another year is over and I'm moving on to a new one. Usually I come back here and write a big long entry about the past year, ups and downs, good times and bad. However I think this year I am going to do it a little differently. There's a quote that an excessive amount of people use for their senior yearbook quote. It goes ( Read more... )

It feels like the stars are getting closer and the sky is closing in
And I don't know where to begin
We're all looking for something
To take away the painMe and you and my medication ( Read more... )

Ok so first off I'd like to say Happy Thanksgiving. Its a great holiday and helps put everything into perspective. Just remember to be thankful for all that you have ( Read more... )

Nothing too important ( Read more... )

So a week and a half into college and I love it. In some ways it's exactly what I thought it would be, in other ways, not so much. I still have a lot of the same struggles with myself as before college, but many have disappeared. I can honestly say that I'm glad I'm here and that I want to grow and change and make more friends and new people. I had ( Read more... )

I'm doing alright. It's still tough sometimes, but I'm okay ( Read more... )

This week has been crazy. My friends are amazing people and they're the reason I am so alright. I feel bad that not everyone is as okay with death as I am.

Rest In Peace Bethy. We'll miss you always
02.16.91-08.04.07

Throw it up one last time.<3

I find it interesting that I used to go so in depth into all my feelings and describe every little thing that was going on in my life, what made sense, what didn't, what I learned, all my struggles as a person and for some reason it's different now. I still have many of the same struggles and feelings and such, but I don't write them down in depth ( Read more... )