Apparently we're leaving for Austin Wednesday night or Thursday morning.
I'm not really sure what to think. I guess becaue we were in so many when we were in the Army?

But no matter, I love the few who read this. Like whoa.

Hm. So sometimes.. I'm really really.. stupid. And Young. And naive and.. the funny thing is, I don't think I'd have it any other way ( Read more... )

Alas! Look! A post! A fucking retardedly long post that you shoulnd't feel obligated to read. But aaaaanyway. a post none the less ( Read more... )

This journal is super duper ugly. Which is like, the biggest reason I never post. ...Is that shallow? Or no? It's just an lj. ..eh, fuck it. And also becauase I never comment and so no one ever comments on mine and it's just one nasty circle ( Read more... )

I wrote letters and I found the perfect shade of red nailpolish. Got two kittens, visited N'Awlins, NYC and Boston. I had a boy fall in love with me, and I let him down easy. Caused my first car wreck, got a halfway lesbian halfway european haircut, got my car towed, and visited a cemetary to catch fireflies with my bestfriend. My mum's boyfriend [ ( Read more... )

(x) smoked a cigarette ( Read more... )

Another late night thinking ( Read more... )

So he broke up with me on Wednesday. Didn't go to school on Thursday. I slept a total of 3 hours in 3 days and I ate Friday for the first time since Tuesday. An aunt and I went to Houston for fondue. I slit my wrists. Again. But..I don't think I'll do it again. Ever. It all bores me. The cutting, hallucinations, voices, delirium, etc etc... they're ( Read more... )

I have no time to make this pretty or to put poetry into my frame of mind right now, but I suppose I ought to post rather than stay gone forever. Christmas day was horrible. Fighting and silence and tension and so the day after I moved in with a friend of mine. January 7th we moved into an apartment and I just managed to set up my computer/internet ( Read more... )

"i shut my eyes and the world drops dead ( Read more... )