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dear jacob,
I want you to know a few things. First of all, I miss you more than you can imagine. You are the world's greatest kid, and I am so lucky to have you in my life. I also want you to know that I am sorry. I can't say that enough to you. I made your world unbearable as you were growing up. I know that I shouldn't have. I always resented you because I ( Read more... ) -
life update
okay so I know I haven't written in a long time, but I've been a bit busy with this thing called life. So let me catch you up. Me and Brandon are completely one hundred percent done. and I'm one hundred ten percent over him. It really wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. It's like my brain just turned the switch to off when it came to him. I ( Read more... ) -
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I can't go back. I won't go back. Brandon's coming back.. In fact, I don't think he ever left. He's supposedly in basic training, but he has his phone and a laptop? Don't they cut you off from the world when you go to basic? You basically take yourself and that's it? That's what I've been told. He texted me yesterday and told me he was coming back ( Read more... ) -
good can emerge from a horrible event.
Everything happens for a reason. Have you ever heard that one before? I bet you have. I personally, choose to accept this, when I see the outcome as good. It wasn't until recently that I applied it to bad things that had happened to me. Like my biological dad dying or me getting sent to a girls home or getting my heart broken.All three events make ( Read more... ) -
Basically insomnia.
It's 3:38 a.m. I can't sleep again tonight. I've been telling a lot of people that I think I have insomnia. I don't think I actually do; I could go to sleep if I tried, but I just choose to stay awake. I'm not tired, but I could sleep. I think I don't sleep because of my dreams. I stay awake because it's impossible to dream if you don't sleep.
Let ( Read more... )