it's been some time since i've realised there's a kind of loneliness that follows any leader - like peter pan's shadow. can't stand it, but can't do without it.
i've been so busy chasing the means to live that i've forgotten how to live. as cliche as it sounds, it's not something you can shove aside easily when you realise you've lived through that very moment you've been working for
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that's when I'm moving to Jakarta. will be checking out the city next week with my dad to see some people.. anyone knows anyone i can call or something to take me out at night????? or.. take me out to do whatever people usually do?
wanted to note something in my journal a couple nights ago, but i've completely forgotten the train of thought. but one thing seems to remain clear.. i think i'm commitment phobic
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