I hate having the past brought back up. About 15 minutes ago, some lady from mercury insurance showed up at my house asking for a statement about the accident got into last year. I am already fearful enough driving and I was just getting over the accident, now I have to bring it all back to memory. This is something I want to forget about.

Alright I relly don't have much to say. So yeah last night Darren and I went to Disneyland. Something we have not done for a while. Yeah it was good times. Kinda sad though. It was so crowded that in the first two hours of being there we went on one ride. But it was kool though. It was Indy. So we park hopped a couple of times. Went into ( Read more... )

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Well all I can say is I have been over-reacting. I had just gotten tired of hearing then same things over and over agian. So that with the weight of everything else that is going on in my life, I just exploded, and I am sorry for that. So I really hope things can remain good between us... and I mean that in all honesty

With tears of blood rolling down my face all I can do is appoligize. I am sorry for being me. I am sorry for being a "great guy" I am sorry for being a person that you would want to spend more time with. I am sorry for not being an asshole who will treat you like shit and leave you the minute he finds something better. I am soory for not being ( Read more... )

I am done, I am tired of being used. It is like...Hey let's keep Travis around, I mean he is a great guy, so he is good for a few laughs every now and then. And when we are done with him...oh well, he will get on with his life. I am tired of being just a toy....

Have you ever had one of hose days where absolutely nothing goes right? Well today was just one of those days. It started off horrible. Okay, so I am expecting a call from KOHLS about an interview, I was told the call would be between the hours of 12 and 5. So I am like, cool I wll get some exercise in before then. It has been a while since I ( Read more... )

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I hate not baing able to sleep. Because then all I can do is lay awake and think. Think of how things used to be and how I wish they still were. I mean sure there are things in my past that I wished had never had happened, but that is all a part of life. It may sometimes seem like the bad overwhelms the good, but that is only because when you ( Read more... )