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As I sit with bleeding fists, I ask myself, why can't I be happy? Why I am not allowed to feel happiness? I think that something will make me happy, but then it is just gone from me. I recall something that I read; "She will be there when you wake and all the day through..." Those words were always clearly in my mind. And now they just burn ( Read more... )

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Well tongiht was supposed to be an awesome night. And it was, for the most part. I got to see Beka today. We went to see "Two Weeks Notice". Beka had not seen it but I had. But I don't care that I saw it again, because I saw it with her, and that makes it much more special. So that was great. Until....after the movie she calls her mom...long ( Read more... )

Well tonight I did a lot of thinking, but for once it was actually good thinking. Tonight I hung out in the back house. I haven't done that in a long time. I miss it. I always have fun back there. Tonight was just great. It was me, Kristine, Ryan, Sarah, Jayme, and later Eric. We found a whole lot of candles so we turned the lights off and ( Read more... )

I love the rain. i have been watching it for the past two hours. I don't know what it is, but there is something so pure about it. Natures most abundant substance is just falling freely from the midnight sky. The moon, beaming through a part in the clouds and reflects upon the puddles, casting a hazy gray glow around everything. Its is so ( Read more... )

So tonight was a great night. It is Beka's 16th birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEKA!!!!! So you I went to her house for a very interesting spagetti dinner with family and friends, followed by a trip to DTD to see "Drumline" That movie was bette than I thought it would be. Jayme was supposed to go with us but she had to go home :( Anywho, my feelings ( Read more... )

When asked what love was my imediate response is; "love? there is no such thing" But then I start to think about it and here is what I have come up with ( Read more... )

All I can say is don't you hate thinking ( Read more... )