Okay so my day kinda started out crappy. I was woke up by the freakin' UPS guy at 8 this morning. I was having one kick ass dream, maybe I will share it with ya at some point. So yeah, of course i went back to sleep after having only 2 hours of sleep. I wanted to get up at 11 but my alarm did not go off so I woke up when Jayme called me to tell ( Read more... )

So today was a pretty kick ass day. Me and Darren went to D-land and took on all new identities. I was Cody. I was born in california, but moved to Canada for a few years and now I am back. Darren became Scott, a student from Nevada, originally living in Laughlin. It kicked ass. So after our adventures in D-land, we headed over to Numero Uno ( Read more... )

I feel like I am dieing inside. I have done something I have not done in a long, long time. I started to cry during a song. The song was "I love you, and that is all I know". I remember when that was actually true for me. And it felt so good. It felt good saying I love you and then hearing it back. When it is said oh so gently and you know ( Read more... )

Well tonight it is official. I am not going back to FJC. Tuesday is my last day of finals and thenit is hello tp my freedom, until i get a job. But I actually want to work. Ywah me work?? I know, I am about as lazy as they get. But when I was at Soak City as a life guard, I was actually having a good time. The pay sucked, but at least it was

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OH MAN, I can not believe how tired I am. Once again it was another night without sleep. I hate thinking at night it just sucks doesn't it? Well I think I have come to the conclusion that I will not return to FJC next semester. find it would be pointless. I want to work. I like being able to have money. But not just money, MY money. It ( Read more... )