HOLY CRAP... this is the weirdest feeling in the world. wow. i'm falling for a guy that i've known for two years and finally get to be with him. we have so much fun together, like last night. we cuddled and watched a movie. it was so wonderful. it feels so innocent because its so new. wow.. it was worth waiting two years for this.. *smiles*.. SARAH ( Read more... )

we broke up. wow. after 16 months it's over. thats it. thats all. i hurt so bad. i love him so much. what am i supposed to do. i'm sorry for everything. well bye...

so today was a music week rehearsal. thigns are going rather well i guess and the concert is friday. i'm excited just because for the second time i can actually play the music. playing bassoon is very great. AP tests are next week. not really looking forward to it. the saturday after that is prom and the day i happen to take my SAT. its so ( Read more... )

so great. i had a rough time today. it was horrible. i woke up and could barely talk, my throat was clogged, my ears hurt and i was lightheaded. but as the day went on my throat got better, but everything else got worse. Jason stayed home too, but not for the same reason. i guess his dad comes in tomorrow. i think it will be good for him. i told ( Read more... )

I just wanted to wish everyone a happy easter.

its the last day of spring break. i can't complain execpt i got sick and couldn't go to the Cabin with Katie, but today i went and saw Ice Age 2 it was really cute. i got my haircut again too. its so cute. everything is cute to me. i had a fun night with my boyfriend last night. we hung out and he made me dinner. except i helped him clean his room ( Read more... )

why is it when something good happens to me, which doesn't happen often, i find the bad in it. i've had a horrible two weeks what with moving, hw, and school. i haven't had any time to take a breather and just get to what i want. i want to relax. i'm not going to lie, i really want my boyfriend in a bad sort of way. i want to be me, i wan tnot to ( Read more... )

so i had high hopes for a relationship when i left, but ever since i left, i haven't been so sure. i just want to go away right now and die. i want to sleep so i will. but i need someone, any one to just hold me and listen to me with out trying to help me fix my problmes i need a good friends just to listen and let me cry. not someoene who will ( Read more... )

well, i'm in washington i arrived at 1230 and i got my grandma's house at about 215. i miss jason alot because he is the only one down there that seems to care that i am gone, but it is okay, it is only 10 days. i'm having fun but i think i am experiencing jet lag. how exciting is that? that could be fun i guess, but i'm gonan go so i can get ready ( Read more... )

well this is it. Two more days of school and then saturday, i'm gone... I'm going to Washington for Christmas. I get to see my brother and sister and it is exitng. My brother is so amazing, he can play four different instruments. WOW.. And i thought playing two was challenging enough. I'll miss everyone deeply, especially Jason.. I love you and i' ( Read more... )