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Lost in the Void...
Right now, I just want to get away from my family. I wish I was up in my new house or something. I just need to get away... Thankfully I only have four weeks left before I go back to school... But that in itself opens up a whole new list of problems ( Read more... ) -
Lost...
I finally got my bassoon out for the first time this summer... And as soon as my mother popped her head in and told me to relax I lost the drive to not only practice but do anything ( Read more... ) -
Anniversary...
27 years! 27 long years they have been together! In this day and age that just seems amazing to me ( Read more... ) -
D.C. Here I Come... Maybe...
Right now I am watching "Bit trouble in Little China"... It is quite weird to say the least... Really really strange... But interesting none the less ( Read more... ) -
Money...
Getting this motorcycle is proving to be a little more expensive than I thought it would be. But it is going to be so worth it! ^_^_ ( Read more... ) -
Fate...
So while I will continue to be a music major, with a focus on bassoon performance I am thinking that I will also pursue a degree in creative writing, English in other words ( Read more... ) -
The Dead Walk Among Us...
At least memories that should be dead do... Or if not dead long forgotten. They are not even painful memories that I am dwelling on. Just angry memories, that are driving me mad while I sit here hating myself. Why didn't I go to class this morning? Or yesterday? Why do I waste so much time and money going to college if I am not going to go, work ( Read more... ) -
MUS 125 Midterm
So that went better than I thought it would... But I need to do a whole lot better on the final in order to pass this class... And I really need to up my grade in theory... But I can do it! Psych as well... Crap... And I need to start practicing more... Yeah... It's already week five... I am so screwed... -
Bitterness...
Yeah, so I have no idea why I am being so bloody macabre other than I just don't feel like doing anything and am slumping into a state of depression again... And I am at work to boot! ^_^_^ Oh the agony of school ( Read more... ) -
The Darkness...
For some reason tonight, well all of today actually, is slowly trickling by. I just have no motivation to do anything right now, which is really bad because I am going to have to work really hard this quarter to get good grades and pass my upper division jury... Does it never end?
Loneliness is also an issue tonight... Everyone has gone out to be ( Read more... )