I'm exhausted from all of the stress that comes with moving, not to mention the actual moving... So freaking tired ( Read more... )

So, since we are in the middle of moving (but are finally living in the apartment from tonight on O.O) I will be starting everything fresh again on Monday. Yes I do enjoy putting things off ^_^ and making excuses ( Read more... )

Yes, we all know the adage "She's beautiful on the inside", well lets all be honest, being beautiful on the outside sure doesn't hurt anyone's self-esteem. So on top of trying to lose weight, doing a cleansing diet, I am also trying to raise my self-esteem.

And yes I am that shallow. But when you hate yourself as much as I do, and feel like you've ( Read more... )

So, I am no longer on the Master Cleanse. It was making me sick D: probably too few calories and too much sugar because I was essentially drinking lemon water with maple syrup. My stomach is still cramping and icky today D ( Read more... )

I got an email today in my WWU account saying that Phillip Thomas had posted a response to my question on FaceBook. Once again I feel the sensation like a knife in the heart as I read his words

"Francine asked me to"

Phillip will be the TA again at Merrowstone this summer. Tara will graduate at the end of Spring quarter and is still waiting to hear ( Read more... )

So, restarted the detox today. I'm going to try for about forty ounces of liquid because I realized last night that I am only drinking about five or so ounces a day... And sixty is a pretty big leap to make. So in the next day or two I hope to be up to the full sixty plus ounces of lemonade ( Read more... )

So... Today didn't work out either. But I did get more medication in so I'm not having to deal with with drawl symptoms.

So I start day 1 over again tomorrow with a yogurt for breakfast and a small salad for dinner to work my way up to not eating so I can do a full cleanse.

Wish me luck ^_^

So it is 5:30 in the morning and my mouth is tingly form the cayenne because I am an idiot and didn't pour enough water out of my bottle to try the lemonade. Surprisingly it is rather good with just lemon juice, cayenne, and water! Now to try it with grade b maple syrup.
Hmm... Not a lot of difference but I did get a good mouthful of cayenne again - ( Read more... )

Do you ever get tired of life? Tired of backstabbing and selfishness? Tired of no one standing beside you and being forgotten? Tired of no one who cares, who actually cares ( Read more... )

So Ally barges into my room and finds out I have a cat! Then she feels it is her duty because  she "lives there too" to inform the rest of the house and now we have to have a fucking house meeting about it ( Read more... )