this is one of the many reasons my week has been so sucky.
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i have nothing left to give. all i can do is just sit around and hope for the best. i dont know what the next step should be or where i should go. instead i will just sit here and mope.

i would like to make the required post about the cold weather and how much i love it ( Read more... )

well im not gonna lie. college is rockin. i am having so much fun its crazy. i also rocked my first two tests. so it seems i might have learned a tad bit from 2 yrs of cal. but anyway, i dont miss LR at all. i mean, i miss my parents kinda, but this place is already feeling so much like home to me. i would love for my parents to visit me or ( Read more... )

This feels like such a worthless time peroid. All I am doing is killing time until i begin the next chapter in my life. It seems like anything i do now will not matter in 12 days. On one hand, i like the feeling of it not mattering what i do, but on the other, im ready to be up there. im so excited, so ready to get started on the next part of my ( Read more... )

so i got a new laptop for college. i really like it, except the printer will not work. it sucks. but anyway, things are going pretty good. work is ok. my date went well. except that he wrecked his car so i have to drive everywhere. its really not that bad, but ya know. whatever ( Read more... )

i have a date tomorrow. :)

well...since its been over a month since ive updated, i figured i might as well say a few words. prom was ok. grad. was fun but it made my feet hurt. but it was fun. i dont think it has hit me yet that i wont being seeing most of the people from pv again for many years, if ever. it like i still think im gonna head back to pv next year and see all ( Read more... )

its like falling in slow motion. i try to combat gravity but fail miserably. what can i do but stand and watch you disappear into ...i dont know.

i dont like this but how do i stop it?

someone honked at me on my way home from work. unnecessarily i might add.

ive realized that im happy with my life right now. in general. it could be better, but im satisfied, which suprises me. im not sure the last time ive felt this way.

this feels like a ‘chance’ entry.