I walk up beside you
don't get close to me
because i don't want to want you
i hate you becuase you're beautiful
i hate that you make me human
human feelings and emotions
like all the other girls
but they are pathetic
don't get close to me
because i don't want to want you

i thought about setting my house on fire, i planned how i would make so if i chikened out i would'n't be able to get so i would die. I mad a diagram wrote out plans and everything.
I heard from Lauren thay Hilary may be suicidal, when the administation read her Juornal they called her parents and shit. I hope she is ok.

Jesus fucking Christ ( Read more... )

Today was pretty cool. Since i didn't go to school yesterday i didn't have t o take a whole bunch of tests today, I got to sit in the hall, I know it sounds dumb but to sit in the hall is one of the better things in life, your friends come out to visit you. You get to hang with all the kids you don't have classes with. And you don't have to pay ( Read more... )

Today was pretty cool. Since i didn't go to school yesterday i didn't have t o take a whole bunch of tests today, I got to sit in the hall, I know it sounds dumb but to sit in the hall is one of the better things in life, your friends come out to visit you. You get to hang with all the kids you don't have classes with. And you don't have to pay ( Read more... )

Today was ok ( Read more... )

Today is the last day of school and It makes me really said, I won't see Jen for like 2 years untill I get to lely. This really sucks. I took 4 rolls of film yesterday and 3 rolls of film today and I am on my last one. I am going to have a party in the middle of the summer so evertbody won't get top lonlely. I am really said, I just know I am going ( Read more... )

all pain and no game make claire go insane ( Read more... )

all pain and no game ( Read more... )

i have not wrote in so long. My love i met on the net has not e-mailed like he promised. bo hoo.
I sprained my ankle yesterday and today at school i broke mt shoe trying to balance on my crutches. It was pathetic. oh well, 2 days left till summer. whoopee!!!
*~*CLAIRE*~*