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im done caring about people who dont give a shit.

why is it that just by seeing someone you can feel everything over again. Everything i had gotten over came jumping back out of me, and the only thing i can do is endure it. Im weak. i cant handle stress, but worst of all i cant handle open endings. i dont know what happen, to this day. i am clueless. ive tried talking, nothing came out that made ( Read more... )

i lost touch with almost everyone, i feel strange, summer is over, i have nothing to show for it. made zero money this summer, bank accaount is lower than it was at the begining of summer. fuck. i need to start living better.

i feel as if im missing something in life, and slightly out of place. its feels to me that i am just one of those kids you hang out with when you have nothing else to do. i dont believe i am that. but i feel as if i am. i dont know. i feel strange, i dont know what it is. maybe im just now filtering into the blender of adolesent confusion ( Read more... )

im reading the book called "The Celestine Prophecy" its really good its the first book ive actually got into and enjoyed since 6th grade. but its different it explains a prophecy through a story, so the prophecy is suposedly a real thing. which i think is reall cool. and alot of the shit makes since. just thought id let people know this ( Read more... )

so went to the show on sunday, didnt think i had to work... i did... i was scared i would get bitched at all day on monday, but i didnt, no one said a word to me, i am king. hahaha. show was reall good though, worth missing work ( Read more... )

"starring at the setting sun, no reason to come back again."

so i hung out with bemis alot lately that has been real fun. i worked tonight, it was wicked shitty we were so behind, and at the stroke of 10 i was out the door and the back room was still wicked full of boxes and people. so much stuff wasnt done. it was great. i laughed as i walked out the door. im watching last call with carson dailey, doogie ( Read more... )

i wish random people would comment in my journal, i dont know why i thought of this but it would be nice ( Read more... )