Life at the moment:

I just got back from the MTV Woodie Awards.
I leave for London, England tonight.
I am going to be interning at Cosmopolitan Magazine.

coolios.

 I should just accept the fact that I'm never going to find someone that I'll be happy with. I'm being dead serious.

Summer's practically over. I just took two weeks off and didn't go to the beach once. I'm never NOT going to Croatia again. Torture. I am making up for this by going to London in November. I don't know what it is about August that makes me spend money like crazy. I feel like I lost what I thought was my best friend. I can consciously see that I'm ( Read more... )

I went from being the most productive person in the universe to being the laziest piece of shit ever. I hate my quasi-new job. On a high note, i went to Beacon's Closet in attempts to sell stuff. They passed up on brand new clothes and Brooks Brothers polos and I have no idea of what they took. I got $7 out of the deal and found a sweet betsey ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in a while ( Read more... )

There is no love just appetite
And its consequences keep you up at night
Well appetite is lust at best
And it’s up to us to figure out the rest

I can't stop listening to that song on repeat. I am a workaholic. Compulsive eater. Wretched wretched person who thrives calling people out o their shit. What has become of me.

My phone call with my mother was under 5 minutes today. From it, I learned that I shouldn't accept an engagement ring under $30,000.

So weeks ago I finally decided that it is time that I get the help that I need. On March 19th I finally had an "intake" to see who they would assign me to. It was a brief overview of my life ad its woes. After the 45 minutes, I was told that they would assign me someone and call me back "within a few days", verbatim ( Read more... )

I have the biggest knot in my stomach. The one that you have sitting in the waiting room in the dentist's office when you know you're going to get a cavity worked on. It sucks, I know it's there, and I have to deal through a whole day of classes with it.

In highscool, I got hit with the flu really bad during spring break. For my first two years in college, I was busy doing some sort of bullshit art homework. For the first time I actually had a kick ass spring break. I didn't recall being home any day of the week. I pretty much just chilled with my closest friends every day and I only had to work ( Read more... )