I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore. Before she takes a swing I wonder, what are we fighting for? When I say out loud, "I wanna get out of this," I wonder if there's anything I'm gonna miss.

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Last night, Eva and I talked... and it was both good and bad. I think it's probably the most productive conversation we've had, relationshipwise, in months. However, I thought we had a pretty productive conversation right about the time she apparently started having doubts in the first place. I dunno ( Read more... )

Life is really starting to blur together. There's tons of interesting stuff, but I'm really getting sick of this "being without Eva" crap. It's gotten to the point where, even if she calls me, I almost don't want to talk to her... if she were here I wouldn't necessarily want to talk either. I'd want to snuggle. I need some snuggling, damnit ( Read more... )

I'm so cracked out on kingdom of loathing, it's not even funny. Luckily you only get limited turns before you are too full and drunk to move. :) http://kingdomofloathing.com if you are interested in some free crack. I enjoy it because it is Super Duper nerd cultury. Even the descriptions ( Read more... )

I guess I'll post for the past week. Not much to say about M-F. Eva seemed both really into me, and too busy for me, which is a really frustrating combination. I had my birthday, and gifts are kind of trickling in, but they included wads of cash so I'm certainly not complaining. Eva sent me something, she says... haven't seen it yet ( Read more... )

I don't even know when I wrote last... hm ( Read more... )

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Which poem are you?
Sonnet 17 by Pablo Neruda
Aw, you're a romantic. You believe in true love and all that sort of stuff. How cute are you? To you, love is incredible and amazing.

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What to say, really? I slacked off this weekend. It was nice to have a weekend off. I went to NW Pride, and it was good. I walked around the festival grounds 3 times I think, got some stuff in a goodie bag, including various flavored condoms and a glbt portland Phonebook, which is a cool concept. I saw some funny t-shirts, saw lots of half-naked ( Read more... )