Go ahead, fill your mind with doubts. some days you'll reassure yourself it was me, some days you'll look to the past, and the most truthful moments are when you have those days where you will miss me terribly. I take comfort in the fact that i'm not the one who has sleepless nights, no second thoughts, no need to reassure myself. You did a favor ( Read more... )

After forever, you think you would atleast try to make an effort to care, especially when I would go around the world and back. Seriously? 
Break was good, not relaxing, but good, and I needed it. I love the friends I have here to death, and I know with my heart I picked the right ones. the other true nature of people around here I'm getting to know ( Read more... )

 scared.

 This is an opportune time to post because since I was up until 4:30 last night, I won't be able to sleep for a little bit.
It's really crazy how things seem to just...work out. All odds were...are..against me, and everything is working out. It took a while, and the beginning was tough, but it did. I'm obviously not completley over it, but ( Read more... )

 Home is where the heart is. The real question is where is the heart? who can really tell.

notttt such a good week. i stand by everything, though.

 It's a really weird feeling to know that you are where you are supposed to be in life.
it's also uncomforting to feel that you aren't home anymore
It's mixed. I love it, but I don't love some shit that's going on, and it makes me sad.
I'm trying to enjoy it as much as possible, though.

 I'm home :-)

but then again I really miss my home too.

We'll see how this plays out :-)

Yes, you live a lie, tell you why,
You're always preaching not to be numb, when that's how you thrive,
You pretend to create and observe,
When you really detach from feeling alive.

Perhaps it's because I'm the one of us to survive.

 I don't know what to expect. Therefore I do not know what to write. I'm so excited, but i'm also so nervous.
I just don't want to start life, if that makes sense. But what do I know. I'm just scared of being completley independent. More that i'll be bad at it. My grandfather used to say that 90% of the things you worry about will never come to pass ( Read more... )

 I wonder if this is going to be the most historical day of my life?
No doubt it's going to be one of the best.
:-)
LOVEEE obamaa